Awake!

What gives?

I stumbled through the day exhausted. I spent over two hours trying to get some information to a prospect. It should have been a simple matter, but my computer didn't seem to think so. I never did get him the information. I have to deliver it in person tomorrow. I also have a meeting in the morning.

What's-his-name (the once love-of-my-life turned devil incarnate) has been calling and now emailing. So it brings up all of the pain I haven't had time to deal with. Yes, I've told him to take a hike and am ignoring him, but it still brought everything to the surface. Just recently that other fellow has slowed down on trying to get my attention and I thought I was getting a break.

Well, it's too bad. Anyone who wants to bug me is just going to have to wait indefinitely for a response. I just don't have the time or energy.

So for the first time in a while, I'm not working at night tonight. This is my chance to get some much needed sleeeeeep!

Nope.

I'm exhausted mentally and physically, so what gives?

Normally I would just get up and do something productive, but I know my body needs this sleep.

Maybe it's the hurry-up-and-get-to-sleep so I can hurry up and get everything done thinking? There's a part of me that wants to stay up and do something that I like, to have time for myself. But I'm too tired to actually do anything anyway.

I think a lot of us, if not all of us, have been here at some point or another.

Still, this beats scrubbing out fryers.